Its been such a long time since ive cook.

So since my baby came back from jb, i cooked for him salmon sushi and the next day i made dinner for my family and him.

Dinner :

Minced Pork with potatoes and spring onions

Lap Cheong wif egg

Carrot & Potato soup  

Sardine cutlets

Vege

 

Hehe......my family said it has too much pepper on the food but my baby love it keke....Actually cooking for the people you love is very satisfying becoz u get to see their faces when they eat, when they add rice to eat more....waaaaa such nice feeling. Shall cook more and ofthen before my queue to fly back to melbourne...sobs sobs...For now...im gonna enjoy my 1month here b4 departing back to the shit hole....

 

You know you love me,

Sam

First of all work is boring today as i have done my B.Q and waiting for clients confirmation. The enviroment at the office was well the usual with my normal screaming singing and everlasting jokes with the rest of the office mates and then one of our office girl came and photostat some stuff.....and.....the most interesting thing happen...HERE GOES

A: Sam, when we want to redbox?Everyone asking

S: I anytime one depends on u guys la but friday i cant la coz im goin sg...That F(lets name this person that name) goin o not?

A: That one ar....dunno la he as usual la tak boleh....eh i tell u something ar...u know ar his gf jealous of u?

S: *pause for a moment* WAT? WAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH........dont lie la why the gf mau jealous ngan I wei? apa i buat?

A: Ala coz.....*censored censored censored*

S: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA....serious....BAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

To cut this conversation short because if i were to write it in here it would be damn long to even state haha....Firstly i dunno wat on earth i did to him that makes her utter such behaviour and reaction. Secondly she ASSUME her bf is damn lengchai and rich that i want to take or tackle is it? Wat,....she think i got bad taste ka? not to say he;s ugly la but come on.....IF HE IS BRAD PITT & RICH LIKE AGONG than maybe i would consider fighting for him la but HE'S NOT LA AIYO....and THIRDLY...........HELLO...IS SHE BLIND?I GOT A BF LA FOR HEAVEN SAKES.....She GILA IS IT......The fact that i know she's 28years old la and the bf is my age la but PUHLEESEEEEEEEEE dont insult my standard that way man.....i got better taste than that...OMG/......hahahahahahaha.....aiyor what has the world become....

When i heard this gossip right.....I feel proud becoz i didnt know in some other ppls life im important and can argue about wahahaha....Well okay i know is normal when a girl becomes jealous or obessive or watever....but this occur UNLESS someone has been smsing the bf or calling him or going out wif him am i right? But this WOMEN.....i dunno what the hell is wrong with her...even we one whole office go out makan also she want to marah and jealous....HELLO SIAO KA?

Well anyways enuff of that but im still laughing my arse out of this shit........

Over & out....

Sam

Firstly i would like to say i am very very sorry for the tremendous delay on my blog!

Things are pretty much the same actually despite the fact that im working and things are just being plain nice coz im still in MALAYSIA and in august im flying back to melbourne to finish up one more last subject which i flunk and dont wish to repeat it again. Times passes by ever so quickly and who knew that now its already april and it seems like yesterday i just came back from that boring country back to my beloved home in malaysia and before i knew it.....I HAVE TO FLY THERE AGAIN.....

Im still contemplating if I would want to continue my studies...part of me says Yes and part of me says No. I wish I could talk to someone and pour out my feelings too....

Enuff of that sad story.....

I gain weight for the last couple of months and yes i hate it very much! Its time to upkeep myself...(hey you still need to look sexy even if u have a bf right) *coughs*. What else....erm yes....yes im officially a 4 eyes nerd...DONT ASK ME WHY...i blame maple story online game for it muahahahaahhaa.......

Anyways Im over and out now.....
Will blog tmw soon I promise

XOXO

You Know You Love Me,
Sam

We've come so far and look where are we now.....

Its almost a year now ive been living in a 4 season country, couldnt believe ive went through the homesick, the independence, the crying, the rambling, sitting on a flight alone, cleaning, packing,washing and everything that you could possiblly imagine me doing...yes...IVE DONE IT. Its not bad actually to be independent...wish that my boyfriend was wif me of course than life here wouldnt be that sucky. But oh well...life still have to go out wit or witout the ones u love. On the bright side....IM COMING HOME.....yes after months of wishing and waiting it to come...its finally coming and i cant wait to be home wif my familiar bed, my doggies, my mini...how i long for the day to drive back.....my families and most of all my darling sweet darling...i miss him ><

Bt this is not the end of my life.....in 2009 im back in this shit hole for yet 2 more years to complete my studies for master of architecture....aigh.....dunno i can do that anymore bt my instincts tells me i can and im sure have to go through it..>< But this time when im back to Auzzie(pukes) im gonna get a puppy....just to acompany me..hehe

Darling said he wanna get me a puppy when i get back from auz, i cant wait bt the catch is i have to take care of it...meaning the cleaning the washing the everything if not he will take it back....sobssobs

Anyways....my dear readers....i know i havent update for the longest time but i promise i will be hardworking to post every now and then//.......hehe

till then yea!!//....MUAAAKSSSS

INTERIM CRIT is here.....

                               IM SO DOOOMED!!!!!!!!!!

Why?if u wanna ask...........Ive been all prepared to get my hands on the dirty gritty stuff to the least show my design this coming friday but what happen is....I FELL SICK!SICK I TELL U......aigh...so sick that my arse hurts..,,(haha not exactly la okay just a metaphore), my throat hurts, my eyes hurts & my body hurts.......But still LIVE HAVE TO GO ON ISNT IT.......so sad so sad....

Ive been up till 5am in the morning so that i could finish up my design fast and start studying for my business law exam too.....wtf right archi student taking up business law class like no bloody eiffing thing to do....The only reason why I took that bloody subject was becoz..."haiya 1st semester subject for law student,how hard can it be??" YEA RIGHT SAM....APPLAUSE TO U....U MADE ONE HELL OF A WRONG STATEMENT...!

Its so eiffing hard and the damn lecturer is so bloody bitchy.....At times he act as if he has PMS or aileen would say....never got fuck yesterday thats why today moody!buahahahahahahaa.......

Yea so anyways struggling hard to finish up my KONON housing Master plan & trying to attempt to STUDY....PLZ.....!!!!!!Anyways one things for sure is that I cant wait to finish this interim crit so that I can go do my bloody eiffing hair.....its so disorganize that it doesnt look nice anymore sial....

Kk ive finish procrastinating......GTG finish up work fast so that I can sleep!Fever aint helping me by the way......

TAAZ

Sorry for letting everyone wait!!....ive been so busy wif design that i didnt had time to blog this entry which i promise i intended to do so.....So anyways...

Me and a couple of girls went out for a girls night out to Seven @ St. kilda.Usually to go clubbing, you only get out of the house around 1130 so u cud reach there about 12 but that day we wanted to get a table so okay la go slightly earlier......the early was about 1030pm okay!When we reach there, the outside of the club was EMPTY.!I know sia sui right....bt nvm...due to the fact that it was abit empty we decided to hang around outside the bloody cold winter weather to wait for a few more frens to join. It wasnt that bad if it werent for some of us(ahem,including me) to not wear our warm winter jackets or trench.

 I felt so eiffing stupid because why.....in chinese they say " rather die for the sake for being pretty or sexy" or more o else something like that...ANYWAYS.....while we were waiting and trying to get our bloody mind out of the coldness...we decided to camwhore....thn finally....our other frens came and ppl starting to fill up the club.WOOHHOO......apa lagi.....MASUK LA!

So so here's some picture of us b4 entering the warm & noisy club

Today.....

            we the third year senior student of Architecture went on a roadtrip......

We went to Springvale for Dimsum!!!!Haha...if you are wondering why Springvale sounds so familiar.....dont worry it aint The Simpson town....Simpson's called Springfield, just so if u were curious. Anyways we took off to Flinders station at 11:40am this morning to take the train up to Springvale for our long await dimsum. I was damn stoned & hungover from the night b4 but still manage to wake up for dimsum...ok ok...So me, aileen, weikiat,ronald,ginger(i cant remember ur name,...lolz...),amy and racheal meet up at Flinders station to head down to Springvale.

It was almost 1hour train ride to Springvale!~but it didnt feel long coz we were all busy chatting away.....Anyways the moment we reach there it was like...well CULTURE SHOCK! It was a total complete different eviroment in Springvale and litterally at that very moment....we thought we were back in our familiar sight and smells circulating it but.....its SPRINGVALE!~If Im not mistaken i think its mix of chinese, vietnamese, yada yada community there and they have their own little vic market sort that sells everything we have back home!!Okay before I blab on......
                    We reach at our destination " KING WHALE RESTAURANT"

We took our seats and just waited till Andrew and Ivan arrived..bt till then we were just very amazed at the place we were at/......after 45mins/....the 2 handsome gentleman finally came....so........here are the pics...to sum it all..bt its not all yet...there's more that i have to steal from andrew!

Its funny how this is a place to find comfort to pour out emotions or even nothing at all. Things been up and down lately and i dunno wat to do. I think im goin insane! LOLZ...
Anyways they always say its bad to keep things inside u and try to make it fade away, and try to think everything is okay when its not. Its better to pour it out and cry your hearts out and things would seems slightly better.

At this critical point in my life I think i wud defer what others has to say and decide to keep things inside me and try to make things fade away. There is no point to even voiceing out what you have to say becoz in the end of the day ppl just pity you and hope for the best for you. Its time for me to understand myself and love myself rather than torturing myself by crying and physically and mentally torturing myself. I have always love others 1st than loving myself and caring about myself. Guess im dead wrong in that....i need to love myself 1st only then to love others around me and ppl that are special and close to my heart.\

Everything I do seems wrong. Everything I say seems inccorrect. Everything seems to be unbalance and too much and overly done. I am trying to balance things, I am trying my upmost best to keep things not overly done but its like an imidiate U turn in me. I wake up everyday trying to mend my mistakes i made and every time i open my eyes and close my eyes it always ends up wif tears. Its not the same anymore waking up smilling, its not the same anymore going to sleep smilling & whisper to myself " i love you".

Perhaps Silence is all I can do & it would be the better. I dont wanna argue I dont wanna cry. I just need time to understand and have guidance from you.

I know that i should have...the least!!update my blog.......bt honestly ive been busy

Anyways///....Im back in damn Melbourne....settle back to my old self here in melbourne bt i have a new addition to the APARTMENT......

I HAVE.....

A tv foxtell shit....its not call foxtell bt its someother company that does the same thing that only QV has/....so anyways...it has 25 channels so its alrite la and i have a new....YES!! NEW pet GOLDFISH!!!!muahahahahaa

I know its damn lame having a fish....my mum bought it for me and i told her " the fish is so silent that i think i wud forget that i even have a pet fish at home". But to my uber suprise.....the fish was quite HAPPENING.....It comes to me whenever i come near and it will swim left and right and come right above the water....its so cute and i told darling and he said " well the fish knows the only resources of living is you"....=.="

So yea...thats pretty much whats been happening in my life....other than that is just shopping and uni....

GTG watch O.C....wil update soon!

Ive been sitting here for the past 1 and a half hour waiting for the bloody chicken photobucket to load my beatiful pictures and yet once again it fails me!!

I seriously am giving up wei!!!!!!!!!

PHOTOBUCKET...FOR ONCE!!!!!APPEAR NORMAL TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

~~~SERIOUSLY~~~~